I feel like I generally lose a lot of really great things in life. The people I care the most about or my relationships with them, whether literally losing them, or otherwise. Opportunities, chances, possibilities, and plans that I really wanted. Don't get me wrong, I don't regret my life. Everything that's happened or hasn't happened has shaped who I am right now, and while I'm not perfect, I happen to like me.

So, I'm not going to reminisce about what could have been, but I am going to make a promise to not let it happen anymore. Not if I can help it. (and truthfully, more often than not, I can help it, or at least try to) I take full responsibility for my share and my part in all of actions and consequences that I've partaken in up to this point.

I'm at one of those crossroads right now with something very important to me and I refuse to let go of it. I won't let it go away, not work out, or get lost. This is something I know I'll regret if I don't hold on to. It's completely terrifying and that's okay. It's weird, but the fear makes it more real to me, and in an abstract way reminds me that it's worth it. I'm going to take a deep breath, hope for the best, and put myself entirely into this.

(Only 4 days left for the awesomest day ever! :D)

Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty