Today I want to be your personal little ray of sunshine.
I want to bottle myself up and fall into your arms warm and inviting. I want to dance with your soul, wispy and beautiful in the light that flows in through your window. I want to be that song that puts a smile on your face and makes your heart skip a beat. I want to be the warmth you feel when you close your eyes and feel me hugging you. The soft breeze in your face making you breathe deep and remember why going outside on occasion can be better than locking yourself behind your favorite gate. I want to take your hand and take you to my favorite cloud looking over all of life's wonderful possibilities, laughing at the thought of what could be and how amazing it all is. I want to make you feel like you're a part of something so much bigger than either of us. I want to bring you to a world that you've never experienced before, where looking out at the sky gives you such a rush that you lose your breathe momentarily and every floating step you take feels like you've just realized how much beauty is everywhere around you and that you're a brand new person with the ability to do absolutely anything and everything. I want to renew your sense in the what if. I want to burst sunlight into every inch of your existence and provide a loving embrace at every turn. I want to be that soft touch tracing the lines of your face and when you open your eyes all you see of me is the light in my eyes shining down on you.
Today I want to make you happy <3
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Friday, February 5, 2010
I wish my life was a musical.
Like The Sound of Music. I can relate to her so much. I feel so quirky and out of place in this world. Not out of place like there is no place for me, but out of place like most people around me don't really know what to make of me. I totally feel like Maria some times. And I love the singing to express everything, especially using the power of music to feel better.
I wish that every time I had a new thought on my mind a song would just sprout from my lips like the words ooze from my fingertips when I type. That music would fill the air and accompany me as if it were fate that a song be sung by me at that very moment. That the world around me would continue on, not like it couldn't hear or chose to ignore, but like this song that was happening around them were meant to be and felt so right that stopping to acknowledge it would be almost like saying it was out of place or anything less than perfect. I wish I could make people smile just by smiling at them and that the end of every night a soft lullaby would lull me to sleep. That every morning a small tune would build up to a loud roar of passionate notes strung together to start my morning gloriously. That music would signal the entrance of an important person into my life or indicate to me when I should be careful turning a corner. That making brownies would have a theme song all its own and that a song played with every changing emotion of those around me. That when someone had something to tell me it would transpose through a beautiful set of lyrics and that everyday occurrences would suddenly be renewed by the songs that surround them. That my overzealous nature and sunny disposition wouldn't be overly anything at all, but instead just the appropriate amount of everything for a song I'm singing.
Oh how I wish my life was a musical. In the mean time while I work on making this happen I will continue to sing for every moment I so see fit and happily enjoy getting lost in the beauty of all the music around me. :)
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
Like The Sound of Music. I can relate to her so much. I feel so quirky and out of place in this world. Not out of place like there is no place for me, but out of place like most people around me don't really know what to make of me. I totally feel like Maria some times. And I love the singing to express everything, especially using the power of music to feel better.
I wish that every time I had a new thought on my mind a song would just sprout from my lips like the words ooze from my fingertips when I type. That music would fill the air and accompany me as if it were fate that a song be sung by me at that very moment. That the world around me would continue on, not like it couldn't hear or chose to ignore, but like this song that was happening around them were meant to be and felt so right that stopping to acknowledge it would be almost like saying it was out of place or anything less than perfect. I wish I could make people smile just by smiling at them and that the end of every night a soft lullaby would lull me to sleep. That every morning a small tune would build up to a loud roar of passionate notes strung together to start my morning gloriously. That music would signal the entrance of an important person into my life or indicate to me when I should be careful turning a corner. That making brownies would have a theme song all its own and that a song played with every changing emotion of those around me. That when someone had something to tell me it would transpose through a beautiful set of lyrics and that everyday occurrences would suddenly be renewed by the songs that surround them. That my overzealous nature and sunny disposition wouldn't be overly anything at all, but instead just the appropriate amount of everything for a song I'm singing.
Oh how I wish my life was a musical. In the mean time while I work on making this happen I will continue to sing for every moment I so see fit and happily enjoy getting lost in the beauty of all the music around me. :)
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
Thursday, February 4, 2010
So as I stated yesterday, I had a friend stop by my house on her way to more wonderful adventures.
Being with her again made me realize how as simple as I can be, I'm so multidimensional. (Notice how I didn't use the word difficult! Be proud of me!) She's one of those rare people that can actually handle multiple sides of me. No, not multiple personalities, just one very unique me.
So feeding into my egotistical side and as part of a conversation I had yesterday I'm going to talk about myself! How interesting eh?! I've found myself to be very middle of the way on a lot of things. Not at all indecisive, just very in between the many extremes that life happens to offer us. The following will offer some insight to my sometimes odd ways, or if nothing else some examples.
I love laughing, I love being happy, I love bringing humor to everyday aspects of life, and at the exact same time I think it's so important to take things seriously when it's important to. More over I find it appalling when people believe that humor means a lack of intelligence or maturity. I can be silly and dance around my room to loud music and ten minutes later I can be enjoying an article on the recent changes in the Spanish government or participating in a discussion about a Deepak Chopra book. Bottom line is I can't be one thing all the time. I can't be expected to be serious and grounded all the time because sometimes I -want- to be silly and dance in the car to my favorite song on the radio.
I can not for the life of me stand tomatoes, but I love tomato sauce .. as long as it's not chunky.
Politically speaking I can't even say I'm republican or democrat because it all depends on the issue and topic we're talking about.
Religiously I am so grounded in my faith and so passionate about my beliefs, yet I have such an open mind about everything. I would never try to push my way of seeing things onto someone else and I have so much respect for people of other religions. Even within my own beliefs and as spiritual as I am I still find ways to see things differently than those who are seen as "hardcore" in my faith.
I guess what I ask is that you keep an open mind. I'm not one of those simple people that can be easily defined in 3 words or less. There's a lot to me and I think that's quite a good thing :)
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
Being with her again made me realize how as simple as I can be, I'm so multidimensional. (Notice how I didn't use the word difficult! Be proud of me!) She's one of those rare people that can actually handle multiple sides of me. No, not multiple personalities, just one very unique me.
So feeding into my egotistical side and as part of a conversation I had yesterday I'm going to talk about myself! How interesting eh?! I've found myself to be very middle of the way on a lot of things. Not at all indecisive, just very in between the many extremes that life happens to offer us. The following will offer some insight to my sometimes odd ways, or if nothing else some examples.
I love laughing, I love being happy, I love bringing humor to everyday aspects of life, and at the exact same time I think it's so important to take things seriously when it's important to. More over I find it appalling when people believe that humor means a lack of intelligence or maturity. I can be silly and dance around my room to loud music and ten minutes later I can be enjoying an article on the recent changes in the Spanish government or participating in a discussion about a Deepak Chopra book. Bottom line is I can't be one thing all the time. I can't be expected to be serious and grounded all the time because sometimes I -want- to be silly and dance in the car to my favorite song on the radio.
I can not for the life of me stand tomatoes, but I love tomato sauce .. as long as it's not chunky.
Politically speaking I can't even say I'm republican or democrat because it all depends on the issue and topic we're talking about.
Religiously I am so grounded in my faith and so passionate about my beliefs, yet I have such an open mind about everything. I would never try to push my way of seeing things onto someone else and I have so much respect for people of other religions. Even within my own beliefs and as spiritual as I am I still find ways to see things differently than those who are seen as "hardcore" in my faith.
I guess what I ask is that you keep an open mind. I'm not one of those simple people that can be easily defined in 3 words or less. There's a lot to me and I think that's quite a good thing :)
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
So a friend of mine, who happened to be in town, came over for tea and cheesecake.
We talked for a long time as we often do. Talking is actually my favorite pass time with this particular person. Not that we couldn't have fun doing other things, we've done lots of things together, I just really love the conversation. There's nothing better than sitting down with some hot tea and home baked pastry, in a warm kitchen that still smells like cinnamon and a good conversationalist. I love it.
We did the whole back and forth chatter about our recent whereabouts and latest happenings, but being as this is a close friend, things quickly elevated to much more interesting topics. So much so, that the rest of my blogs for this week will be topics that we discussed over our brief repose.
Being with her made me wish I could spend time like this with all my friends. Just sit down with a beverage of choice and chit chat. No bleeps indicating facebook activity or buzzes announcing new text messages, no rings, no sense of time other than how long it takes to drink the first set of drinks and devour whatever food so happens to be in front of us, and no worries. Now, I realize that this is almost impossible for some people, especially taking into account distance and schedules, but this wonderful afternoon was a reminder that I need to do this more. Just relax with a friend. That while going out and doing fun things is fun, staying in and enjoying their company certainly serves its place as well.
And possibly even more importantly, it's suuuch a good excuse to bake :)
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
We talked for a long time as we often do. Talking is actually my favorite pass time with this particular person. Not that we couldn't have fun doing other things, we've done lots of things together, I just really love the conversation. There's nothing better than sitting down with some hot tea and home baked pastry, in a warm kitchen that still smells like cinnamon and a good conversationalist. I love it.
We did the whole back and forth chatter about our recent whereabouts and latest happenings, but being as this is a close friend, things quickly elevated to much more interesting topics. So much so, that the rest of my blogs for this week will be topics that we discussed over our brief repose.
Being with her made me wish I could spend time like this with all my friends. Just sit down with a beverage of choice and chit chat. No bleeps indicating facebook activity or buzzes announcing new text messages, no rings, no sense of time other than how long it takes to drink the first set of drinks and devour whatever food so happens to be in front of us, and no worries. Now, I realize that this is almost impossible for some people, especially taking into account distance and schedules, but this wonderful afternoon was a reminder that I need to do this more. Just relax with a friend. That while going out and doing fun things is fun, staying in and enjoying their company certainly serves its place as well.
And possibly even more importantly, it's suuuch a good excuse to bake :)
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
ZOMGHAI.
I've been obsessing over the same song for almost a week. Mind you I've listening to the rest of the music from this guy and some of it is amazing and some of it is okay, there is just something about this song that gets me. I love it. I love it so much.
Did you listen to it? Isn't it great! It has this happy go lucky feel and it just makes me smile every time I hear it!
Aside from this song I've been reading a lot as usual. More books about the soul and the metaphysical things that I love so much :) This one is pretty short, but listen to the song and that'll make up for it!
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
I've been obsessing over the same song for almost a week. Mind you I've listening to the rest of the music from this guy and some of it is amazing and some of it is okay, there is just something about this song that gets me. I love it. I love it so much.
Did you listen to it? Isn't it great! It has this happy go lucky feel and it just makes me smile every time I hear it!
Aside from this song I've been reading a lot as usual. More books about the soul and the metaphysical things that I love so much :) This one is pretty short, but listen to the song and that'll make up for it!
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
Monday, February 1, 2010
OKAY. Before I even go into gaming for today I just want to say that I am ridiculously amazingly happy right now. I just woke up and I find out that I've been cast as Gregory Goyle in the Final Battle! A musical that will be preformed at Infinitus, the 2010 Harry Potter Symposium! WOOT. CAN NOT CALM DOWN. Okay. I'm going to go freak out some more before even attempting to write the rest of this blog.
Later today ...
So I need to admit that I'm rather frustrated in game when it comes to my priest. I love to heal, I always have. It's my favorite thing to do. On my druid I go into a 25 man raid and I kick ass. I know my rotation really well, I know what stats I should be stacking up to what point and in what priority. I have no doubts on my druid. Occasionally when I come across a really kick ass discipline priest that beats me in meters I'll doubt myself, but that's only because I'm used to seeing disc priest last on healing meters. Other than that I feel like a healing goddess on my druid and I love it.
On my priest all I do is worry. I feel like I've completely lost touch with my priest, like I don't know how to properly play her at all anymore. I feel like I know the very basics and the rest of it has just gone out the window somehow and it's so frustrating. I'm almost afraid to take her to a raid because I know that I won't be putting out the numbers that I should be for the gear I have. I feel like I need to relearn the class. I don't know when it happened. I was fine in Ulduar25 and ToC25, but somewhere between that point and ICC25 something happened. I don't know if I changed the way I used spells.. truthfully I haven't yet gone back to the logs to check what's been going so differently. Mostly because I don't think it would help. I've been reading posts about priest healing for about a week and I still don't feel ready. I don't really know what to say.
This isn't something that I can talk to another priest about and feel all better about. I've tried. I've lost my confidence as a priest healer and I'm going to have to find it again on my own. I think I may try to heal ICC10 this week and see how I do. Just to see. I refuse to just let my priest sit around. I was awesome and I can do it again. This is a difficult feeling for me. We'll see what happens.
Wish me luck..
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
Later today ...
So I need to admit that I'm rather frustrated in game when it comes to my priest. I love to heal, I always have. It's my favorite thing to do. On my druid I go into a 25 man raid and I kick ass. I know my rotation really well, I know what stats I should be stacking up to what point and in what priority. I have no doubts on my druid. Occasionally when I come across a really kick ass discipline priest that beats me in meters I'll doubt myself, but that's only because I'm used to seeing disc priest last on healing meters. Other than that I feel like a healing goddess on my druid and I love it.
On my priest all I do is worry. I feel like I've completely lost touch with my priest, like I don't know how to properly play her at all anymore. I feel like I know the very basics and the rest of it has just gone out the window somehow and it's so frustrating. I'm almost afraid to take her to a raid because I know that I won't be putting out the numbers that I should be for the gear I have. I feel like I need to relearn the class. I don't know when it happened. I was fine in Ulduar25 and ToC25, but somewhere between that point and ICC25 something happened. I don't know if I changed the way I used spells.. truthfully I haven't yet gone back to the logs to check what's been going so differently. Mostly because I don't think it would help. I've been reading posts about priest healing for about a week and I still don't feel ready. I don't really know what to say.
This isn't something that I can talk to another priest about and feel all better about. I've tried. I've lost my confidence as a priest healer and I'm going to have to find it again on my own. I think I may try to heal ICC10 this week and see how I do. Just to see. I refuse to just let my priest sit around. I was awesome and I can do it again. This is a difficult feeling for me. We'll see what happens.
Wish me luck..
Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty
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