I wish my life was a musical.

Like The Sound of Music. I can relate to her so much. I feel so quirky and out of place in this world. Not out of place like there is no place for me, but out of place like most people around me don't really know what to make of me. I totally feel like Maria some times. And I love the singing to express everything, especially using the power of music to feel better.

I wish that every time I had a new thought on my mind a song would just sprout from my lips like the words ooze from my fingertips when I type. That music would fill the air and accompany me as if it were fate that a song be sung by me at that very moment. That the world around me would continue on, not like it couldn't hear or chose to ignore, but like this song that was happening around them were meant to be and felt so right that stopping to acknowledge it would be almost like saying it was out of place or anything less than perfect. I wish I could make people smile just by smiling at them and that the end of every night a soft lullaby would lull me to sleep. That every morning a small tune would build up to a loud roar of passionate notes strung together to start my morning gloriously. That music would signal the entrance of an important person into my life or indicate to me when I should be careful turning a corner. That making brownies would have a theme song all its own and that a song played with every changing emotion of those around me. That when someone had something to tell me it would transpose through a beautiful set of lyrics and that everyday occurrences would suddenly be renewed by the songs that surround them. That my overzealous nature and sunny disposition wouldn't be overly anything at all, but instead just the appropriate amount of everything for a song I'm singing.

Oh how I wish my life was a musical. In the mean time while I work on making this happen I will continue to sing for every moment I so see fit and happily enjoy getting lost in the beauty of all the music around me. :)

Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty