OKAY. Before I even go into gaming for today I just want to say that I am ridiculously amazingly happy right now. I just woke up and I find out that I've been cast as Gregory Goyle in the Final Battle! A musical that will be preformed at Infinitus, the 2010 Harry Potter Symposium! WOOT. CAN NOT CALM DOWN. Okay. I'm going to go freak out some more before even attempting to write the rest of this blog.

Later today ...

So I need to admit that I'm rather frustrated in game when it comes to my priest. I love to heal, I always have. It's my favorite thing to do. On my druid I go into a 25 man raid and I kick ass. I know my rotation really well, I know what stats I should be stacking up to what point and in what priority. I have no doubts on my druid. Occasionally when I come across a really kick ass discipline priest that beats me in meters I'll doubt myself, but that's only because I'm used to seeing disc priest last on healing meters. Other than that I feel like a healing goddess on my druid and I love it.

On my priest all I do is worry. I feel like I've completely lost touch with my priest, like I don't know how to properly play her at all anymore. I feel like I know the very basics and the rest of it has just gone out the window somehow and it's so frustrating. I'm almost afraid to take her to a raid because I know that I won't be putting out the numbers that I should be for the gear I have. I feel like I need to relearn the class. I don't know when it happened. I was fine in Ulduar25 and ToC25, but somewhere between that point and ICC25 something happened. I don't know if I changed the way I used spells.. truthfully I haven't yet gone back to the logs to check what's been going so differently. Mostly because I don't think it would help. I've been reading posts about priest healing for about a week and I still don't feel ready. I don't really know what to say.

This isn't something that I can talk to another priest about and feel all better about. I've tried. I've lost my confidence as a priest healer and I'm going to have to find it again on my own. I think I may try to heal ICC10 this week and see how I do. Just to see. I refuse to just let my priest sit around. I was awesome and I can do it again. This is a difficult feeling for me. We'll see what happens.

Wish me luck..

Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Liberty