Time always amazes me.

I never realize how quickly it passes by. How sometimes I look at a clock and I want this minute to go by so quickly and how other times I look at the time or the date and emerge in a state of awe because I didn't realize so much time has gone by. I get annoyed waiting in a line to pay at times and yet I'll submit myself to aimlessly watching link after link of youtube videos .. and mind you some of them are brilliant, the majority are really a waste of time. When I was younger at the end of every school year I'd reflect on my life and my experiences that past year and for a long time at the end of each year I'd laugh at myself for being so immature and making so many mistakes, promising that I wouldn't do them again next year. I'd look at the sky and compare to a painting and smile at how wonderfully beautiful it is. When each school year would start I'd think to myself .. this is a fresh start. I can make every change I want. And I'm not really sure why the start of a new school year would give me that idea or fill me with such empowerment as to think that I could make anything happen. Because, now I know that it doesn't matter what time of the year it is, what's happening or what isn't happening, the only factor stopping or pushing myself to do anything is myself. There's always going to be something going on, someone wanting my attention, some responsibility I have to take care of, something that stresses be out or has the possibilty of upsetting me. That's a part of everyday life. I can't and I won't let that stop me. I'm empowered to make a difference and get things done every single day of my gosh darn life whenever I so well please. I make the decision to do something or let something get in the way and not to something. It's me. If time surprises me because it's going by too fast thats my fault.

It's a reminder that I need to do things, not just think about doing them or want to them but actually DO them. So here's a list (or two.. or three) of things that I WILL get done.

Things I'm working on..
1.Special Breakfast Video
2.Ninjas > Pirates Video
3.Collab Channel
4.Interview segment
5.Girls Dont Play WoW Project
6.Sexy Goddess Tribute
7.Working with S.A.S.

Things I'm kind of working on..
1.The rest of the ninja songs
2.My red bouncy ball story
3.My book about Anna
4.My book about ninjas

Things I want to do..
1.Go to all 3 Harry Potter conventions next year
2.Go to the next Nerdfighter's gathering
3.Win a contest relating to something I really care about
4.Learn to play an instrument

Okay .. so in between whatever blogs my mind happens to come up with 1 week from today .. I'll post another blog and see how much closer I am to completing some of these things and which of them are already done! Because yes .. some of them .. should be done by then.. I hope!

Peace, Love & Pancakes
-Lib